Just a 22 yr old trying find herself..
I can’t wait till I’m living in a city, any city honestly, whether it be New York, or Atlanta, or San Francisco, or New Orleans, just one with amass of different people and constant change a different faces and I can go out to a coffee shop and people watch or I can just walk around and sulk in street art or I can sit on a bench and write and at night I can have a balcony and be really cliche but honestly that’s how I imagine my life, and for some reason, I’m always alone.
Lol so I graduated college today ..
But what the fuck does it really mean.
Deadass, I bullshited through college. I showed up to class (for the most part). Added words that I didn’t even know the meaning to to my papers. & acted like I was paying attention (when I wasn’t on tumblr or twitter).
I’m going to give you that piece of paper also known as a diploma, and shine my pretty 3.5 GPA so it looks like I did something.
Now you can’t tell me shit!!!!
London (& the rest of the world), here I come! 🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧
P.S- I make it sound easy lol despite my shit talking, I’m proud of myself & so is my family :)
I’m feeling overwhelmed.
I have too many things going on at the same time. Two internships, a part-time job and a full time college student. I just received a conditional offer to the Grad School I want to attend in London, UK and accepted into Aiesec but I have yet to tell anyone because I’m afraid they will ask me “what next?” & I have no idea what’s next. I’m on Spring Break, but all I’ve been doing is working and catching up on homework before it catches up with me.
- Graduate on April 30th, 2013 (hopefully make the Dean’s List again)
- Intern/Volunteer abroad during Summer/Fall 2013
- Apply for Loans and Scholarships for Grad School
- Figure out if I want to go to grad school in September or January 2014
- Work my
ass off to save up money
- Sell my gorgeous car that I’ve only had for a year
I would love to intern abroad this Summer and be in London by Fall but then I remember “If you want to make God laugh, tell him about YOUR plans.”
So in the mean time, I’ll just go back to my regular scheduled life.
P.S- I have a crush on this boy who has told me he has a crush on me =) .. I’m not going to tell him though.